In Fort Collins for the weekend

My friend,Jenni, is getting married today.Yay for Jenni! I am staying with my friend Kristina. She is at work right now so I'm just chilling before I go to hang out with my friend Becky. After I hang out with Becky, I will go to the wedding! It has been so nice to see all my friends in Fort Collins again. I have really enjoyed my time here thus far. I love being reminded of how important it is to have fellowship and how much I truly need fellowship. I really do need the support of my brothers and sisters in Christ. At the same time, I need to be supporting them. I feel so lucky to have them in my life.

and anxiousness kicks in!

So all day I have been really anxious about my appointment with the neurologist tomorow. I hope I can get some answers. I'm praying that God's will would be done at my appointment and that he will take away the fears I have about it. I am also praying that God would allow me to get some sleep before I have to wake up for school. Please pray for me!

saturday night

I have studied for a total of 5 hours and it would have been longer but my head is bothering me so I am going to call it a night. I have two tests this upcoming week and I'm praying that God will give me the knowledge to do well. So I didn't get the job I interviewed for but that's okay. I am trying to be patient as I wait for the 27th to come so I can go to the neurologist. I just want to know whats going on with me. I am starting to get a little stir crazy due to the fact I can't do alot of activity. I have so badly been wanting to workout but then I remember my doctor told me no. I'm also not allowed to drive which means most of the time I get couped up in the house. Which, I am not fond of being couped up. So I'm praying that God will give me ideas of things that I can do. I'm excited that I get to go to a wedding next weekend in Fort Collins. I am so excited to see my friends up there. Then two weeks from today I have another wedding in Fort Collins, I am so excited to see my friends two weekends in a row! How I am going to be getting there is unknown at this point in time but, I will figure it out. Please pray for encouragement and for wisdom for knowing God's will for my life.

oh monday

so today was an okay day. My first class got canceled so I read in Job while waiting for my next class to start. Job is full of some good stuff. after my classes were over, my mom brought me home and had some lunch. Then I went to my job interview and I should know by the end of the week If I got the job. Then I went with my mom and dad to run an errand. Then I did hw when we got home. I also had a little prayer time and I felt so close to God afterwards, it was amazing. I cleaned my room and the bathroom. Both needed to be cleaned. We had burritos for dinner and they were good. My head has been hurting off and on today. I am excited that I had coffee twice today. I had a cup of coffee this morning and the my parents surprised me with a starbucks pumpkin spice latte. both were yummy!
so I thought that I would give you ten random facts about me! just for fun!
1) Favorite drink: Dr. Pepper or coffee
2) Tattoos or Piercings: I have two tats and both of my ears are pierced.
3) Favorite color: Navy Blue
4) Favorite Book: THE BIBLE!!!!!!!!!
5) Favorite phrase: It's a tie between "Goober" and "Aww.....shucks!"
6) Introvert or Extrovert: half and half
7) Favorite Music: It's a tie between country and worship. I'll listen to just about any kind of music though.
8) Jesus or Satan: Jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
9) One thing I have to do every single day: Have a quiet time!
10) Horses or Snakes: HORSES!!!

Have a good night ya'll!

my head is driving me crazy

this head of mine is no good. can i trade it in for another one? today i have felt like chopping it off. I know....I'm a big baby and I need to quit my complaining. I guess I just want to know whats wrong with me. Tomorow, I have a job interview and I'm hoping my head won't be hurting to much tomorow. My appointment with the neurologist is on the 27th. I wish it was sooner though. i wish that i wasn't so miserable.

pray for me please

hey please pray for me! My head has been bothering me alot. I was doing fine with not letting it get me down and then about a minute ago I just got really discouraged. Pray for encouragement and pray that my head would stop hurting. I am going to have a Jesus day tomorow to try and get centered again.

an AHA! moment

So I figured out that my spiritual gift is encouraging others. But I realized that I don't encourage myself enough. So I made an acronym out of my name with characteristics that I have.



Kind
Intelligent
My LORD is Jesus Christ
Beautiful
Encouraging (well...I try to be)
Real
Loving
Young



Rockin'
Observant
Stubborn
Evil is not what I stand for



Sinner/Saint
Made by God
Yapper
The horse is my favorite animal
Helper of God's Kingdom
Evolving to become like Christ

oops I did it again

So I fainted twice yesterday morning and fainted again today. Went to the hospital and the doctor said that I was dehydrated and had a bump on my head. My goal is to have no more hospital trips this year.

the title that is untitled

GOD'S LOVE WILL BE THERE FOR THOSE WHO TRUST IN HIM. EVEN WHEN THEY FEEL LIKE HIS LOVE IS NOT WITH THEM, IT IS WITH THEM.

I saw this quote and it reminded of how true God's love is. One thing that I have a hard time understanding is why he loves me that much. I have done nothing to earn or deserve God's love. I haven't always lived according to his will. The only thing I can think of why he would love me so much is that HE IS ABOVE EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING!

Prayer Requests:
- Pray for joy and encouragement
- Pray for wisdom for knowing God's will
- Pray for a job in Boulder
- Pray for strength to fight the lies that the devil tells me.
- Pray for awesome fellowship in Boulder
- Pray for focus in my relationship with God and in School
- Pray that I would Trust God with my whole life and not just bits of my life
- Pray that I wouldn't give up on keeping in touch with my brothers and sisters in christ
- Pray that I would get to see 10 people come to know God while I am in Boulder

i don't know what to title this blog post

So it's official, I have made it two monthes without any injuries. Shocking, I know.
I miss Fort Collins. I felt so happy there.
Here are some prayer requests I have:
- Pray for joy.
- Pray for encouragement
- Pray for awesome fellowship in boulder
- Pray for wisdom for knowing God's will
- Pray for a job in Boulder

song I wrote

Here is a song I wrote on a day where all I did was cry. I thought about who do I cry to when I cry? My answer is in my song that I call "When I cry, I cry to you."

When I cry, I cry to you
Heavenly Father, I need you right now
I feel so alone in this broken world
Lately I Feel like I can’t do it anymore
The only reason I am holding on is you

Chorus
When I cry, I cry to you
God you are the one I run to
I’d give up everything,
just to be with you
When I cry, I cry to you
You see every tear that comes
You are my comfort, it’s true
So when I cry, I cry to you
Holy and true are you
When I cry, I cry to you

Alone I am weak and poor
Without you, life is meaningless
This heart of mine can’t take it anymore
So I when cry, I cry to you

Chorus

Forever I am loved by you
That’s something worth living for

Chorus

When I cry, I cry to you