In awe of Jesus

I have been reading in the book of John for awhile now and it is SO GOOD!!!! Most days I find myself in tears while reading it. Not because I'm sad but because I am just so overwhelmed by how much Jesus loves me. I'm mean picture this: Jesus layed his life down at the cross for us. How amazing is that? Not only did he gave his life so we could be free, but he did it to glorify God. As some of you know, I have been dealing with depression. Lately, I've been thinking about how I have been able to get through it. The only thing that I can come up with is because of the love of Christ. He is my strength and he is my greatest cheerleader. He is there when I feel like I'm all alone. Jesus is the one who stands up for me when I can't stand up for myself. He is my eternal husband. While reading in the book of John, I've been reminded of something. I've been reminded of the fact that the Bible is the greatest love story of all time. It is so sweet to be reminded that Jesus truly loves us so much that he gave his life for us. John 15:13 says,"Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends."  NO LOVE CAN COMPARE TO THE LOVE OF JESUS CHRIST!! It is real and true love. There is no love that is more satisfying than the love of christ. Nobody can come close to being as perfect as Jesus. He is the one that will help us get through the hard times. His love and his grace are sufficient for us.

update time

so God provided big time and I will be in the vet assistant program and will be moving to Fort Collins for sure in August. I do have some prayer requests regarding life right now.

Prayer Requests:
Pray for wisdom in knowing God's will
Pray for joy
Pray for peace
Pray for provision

Pray for me pretty please

So i decided to take a leap of faith and enrolled in the Vet Assistant program. I'm trusting God will provide me with the funds to pay for it. So if you could pray for provision and that I would continue to trust him for provision, that would be great.

A song I wrote for my friend that passed away

I wrote this song for my friend that commited suicide.

I'll see you in Heaven
I don't understand it
Why did you have to go so soon
I didn't know you were hurting
I'm so sorry I wasn't there
to tell you me and God love you

Chorus
I'll see you in Heaven
You'll be okay now
You're with God now
I miss you so much
but I know that
I'll see you in Heaven someday
Someday I'll see you in Heaven
There will be no more pain and sorrow
for you anymore
I look forward to the day when
I'll see you in Heaven

I wish I could've helped you
I wish I would've hugged you more
I should've called you more
This pain hurts so bad
But in the end I know

Chorus x 2

I didn't get to say goodbye
Your life ended so soon
Remember friend, I'll see you again

Chorus

I miss you
I miss you my friend
I'll see you in Heaven

Word of the day

So I spent the day with Jesus and the word for the day was trust. One thing that Jesus brought to my attention is that I am stubborn. I tend to try and handle everything myself instead of just trusting God to do it his way. I tend to worry about things instead of just stepping back and saying,"God I TRUST you." God is definately trustworthy. He is my sole provider, healer, friend, comforter, voice of reason, and ultimately he is my heavenly father. I could go on and on about all of the roles God has in my life but for time sake I will just share thoose for now. I think of all the crazy good things God has done in my life and I realize that I have no reason not to trust God. Trusting God always is better than not trusting God. So my question for you is, are you trusting God with your life?