Friday, August 19, 2011

Change....Yuck!

I really don't like change. Which is interesting because there are alot of changes going on in my life right now. I shall explain a two of the changes going on.

The first change is my D-Team. Several people that were on my team when I moved to Boulder, are no longer on my team. One is now in a different age group (but is now my roomate). An other is living in Denver. Four of them are on different teams. All of these people, I trust and miss their presence on the team. I'm struggling with these changes and am very anxious about having to open up to new people. I'm not going to lie, I kind of don't want to open up to new people. I just don't want to open up and get close, then have them leave the team. I'm scared about this change. Luckily, there are some sisters that I know on my team that I feel comfortable opening up to.

The second change is school. I start the vet assistant program in 3 days and it'll be a different pace than taking pre-requisites. I'm anxious about it because I want to do well. If I do well I can graduate in May. Talk about pressure! I also am paying for school with money from a college fund and I want to make sure I'm not wasting my money. I also have a goal to get all A's and B's this year and I am nervous about if I can do this or not. I hope and pray that I can.

So I would greatly appreciate your prayers. Below are some specific prayer requests but feel free to pray for anything for me.

Prayer Requests:
1) Pray for Courage
2) Pray for wisdom
3) Pray that I would give my anxieties and fears to God.
4) Pray for Boldness
5) Pray for provision.
6) Pray that I would be open about my life with people on my team.
7) Pray that I would Trust God with the changes in my life
8) Pray for mercy and grace in my school work.
9) Pray that I wouldn't withdraw from my team
10) Pray that I would always be rejoicing in the Lord!

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