crazy thing called life

So i have to admit I haven't been sharing about my life lately with people. I have a tendency to not want to be a burden or make people worry about me so I just keep it all in. Today it felt like a huge weight off my shoulders to get to share what's going in my life with my dear friend and sister in christ, Gretchen. Talking with her made me realize how much I need to have that sweet thing called FELLOWSHIP. When I have fellowship, i just feel like I belong and like I'm needed. When I don't have fellowship, I feel alone and like nobody needs me or cares for me. WHEN I HAVE FELLOWSHIP I FEEL CLOSER TO GOD. I feel his presence all around me and I feel so connected to him when I have fellowship. The therapist I saw on monday said that she thought it would be good for my life if I started being around other believers more often. Some of my sisters in Christ have told me this as well. So I'm trying to figure out how I can do that (because I am low on gas money right now). Please pray for guidance and wisdom and encouragement for me. also pray for grace (I have a busy week ahead of me) and my family's salvations.