So I realized my last blog so fully loaded. I just wanted to say that I am one of those people that is honest about my feelings and I'm not afraid to share them in the moment. My blog allows me to release my feelings in a more healthier way than say me cutting myself. My friend Kristina suggested to me awhile ago that I find a way to let my emotions out instead of cutting myself. So the ways that I do that are writing songs, writing in my blog, talking to James(the horse I ride), or praying. Here is a song I wrote that shows what my depression makes me feel like sometimes.
Show me God, Show me Love
I feel like I have lost my way
Don’t know where I’m going
I feel so scared and alone
I don’t know what to do
Chorus
I don’t know where this road leads,
I don’t know where it goes
Show me God, Show me love
Show me God, Show me love
I need to be with the king of kings
Heavenly Father, I need you
Show me God, Show me love
Show me God, Show me love
I’m at the end of my rope
I don’t want to lose hope
This is just a short term struggle
Chorus
God please don’t ignore me
Show me you still care
Chorus
Show me God, show me love
I am glad you are able to let you some of your emotions instead of cutting yourself. Hey, I still care about you!! I even included you in that group e-mail i sent out sat morning. ;)Hang in there girl! We all go through some really rough days.
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